Idol, yesterday you talked about scores, the funny thing is currently what I am worried most is the numbers,
but totally different kind. That is why I said I need time to think through your words, before leave a message.
Yes, I did it yesterday. Yeah,
Yesterday, I made new friends, a mom and her thirteen year-old son.
She told me that no matter how bad things are going on, we should always think positive.
Her little boy is so kind and adorable. He asked her mom to pray for me together.
What a touching and amazing moment！ I felt so warm and being loved.
Later, when I was "tortured" again, I was hurting and frustrated, my tears were so close to running out.
But thinking of all those loves I got, and for the first time all the numbers are good, I smiled anyway.
It is absolutely difficult, but I did it. So proud of myself. It is such a milestone physically and mentally to me, a step forward. ^-^
I definitely have more confidence to chase dreams and take adventures like what you, my soul food idol, said.
A beautiful day, for sure